Solar Eclipse of the Soul-Part 1

Have you heard of that song,”Total Eclipse of the Heart?” It was a song from the 1970’s by Welsh singer Bonnie Tyler which hit all types of milestones again on playlists promulgated to mark the Solar Eclipse which just happened in Canada, the United States and Mexico. 

A solar eclipse happens when the moon is directly in front of the sun. In this case, the eclipse was called a total eclipse because for a few minutes, the moon completely blocked out the suns rays to those in the viewing area as it passed the sun. It is an eerie dark too, the type of dark that since time immemorial drove our ancestors wild. Apparently, nothing has changed.

Or has it? Our ancestors were humbled before such great changes occurring in their daily lives like an eclipse. They were even frightened and offered sacrifices to their pagan gods to appease those gods and beg them to end the unnatural effect of having the sun blotted out in the middle of the day. 

We think better of that these days after having determined the scientific explanation for what is happening. We have viewing parties because we now think of eclipses as fun events. We create desserts like donuts covered with big black oreo-like cookies to depict that celestial event.  We bite into those desserts just as the zone of totality hits us. Or, we toast the eclipse and one another with total eclipse margaritas. Some toast with an eclipse detox drink. We are no longer afraid of natural phenomena because we have conquered the universe with our scientific investigations into such events. Right? 

Maybe not. It seems that people go way overboard these days when an event like an eclipse happens. Millions of travelers descended upon the areas where the total eclipse was predicted to descend. Niagara Falls, Canada had to declare a state of emergency to get additional help from their government in order to get more funds and personnel to handle the huge crowds expected to descend upon the city. That happened all over.

This overzealous reaction to a solar eclipse looked more like it was a neo-pagan religious service than anything else. I imagined seeing our ancestors gathering before a great statue, mountain or a grove of trees before the event and it looked a lot like the viewing parties that just occurred. If you have given up your Judeo-Christian worship days, why not replace them with the worship of celestial events the way our ancestors did? Is that what just happened? Well, it looked like that to me. 

Did the natural reticence or fear that our ancestors had at such events actually save them from being blinded by looking at the sun at such times? The internet was all a flutter after the eclipse with people describing eye pain, and solar eclipse sickness. Maybe those who went before us did not yet know their creator but, they understood that powers far beyond their understandings existed. Many people today feel as if there is no God, and that science will eventually explain everything.

The big way we celebrate could also be a huge pretense to cover up people’s real discomfort on an unconscious level. That’s right we desire to be in control but, we are not. We want to get the job we want, but we don’t. We want to control our bodies and health but unfortunately things happen. It feels good to think wow, I am not afraid of these colossal celestial bodies. I know just what’s going on and I’m in control. But we are not in control of the laws of the universe. God is. The sun could do something we don’t expect or a large comet could hit the earth and bam. 

Does the solar eclipse portent end times approaching? I had been asked this questions for weeks leading up to the recent solar eclipse. It started with friends from Manhattan and Westchester County, New York. One such friend wondered if there was a connection among a number of worldwide happenings. Ron* is a Medical Doctor with a practice in New York City. A man thoroughly ensconced every day in the world of science. I was a little bit surprised when he asked me that question. 

But, just like all of us, Ron has a soul which looks for the spiritual answers to life’s questions too. He had been given a first hand account of all that happened during the recent 7.8 earthquake in Taiwan by one of his work colleagues who has family in the area. Then, Ron got a jolt of his own right there in New York City when a 4.8 quake shook his apartment. It was not a feeling that he liked. His cat has stayed in the closet ever since. 

Ron, put the spiritual two’s and two’s together and he had some thoughts on a possible eschatological sum. He asked me if the quickening of events is a portent of the biblical end times. That’s a good question. To start with I read him a portion of the Gospel according to Matthew 24:3-15: 

3.And as he sat upon the mount of Olives, the disciples came unto him privately, saying, Tell us, when shall these things be? And what shall be the sign of thy coming, and of the end of the world? 

4.And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you. 

5.For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many. 

6.And ye shall hear of wars and rumors of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. 

7.For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.  

8.All these are the beginning of sorrows.  

9.Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name’s sake.  

10.And then shall many be offended and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another. 

11.And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.  

12.And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. 

13.But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved. 

14. And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto the nations; and then shall the end come.

15.When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readers, let him understand:)

Ron reflected and accessed the current world situation and was able to articulate his thoughts on why events seem to be lining up with the above passage. Since we ended with Daniel, which is an Old Testament reference he quite naturally asked me how prophecy from that part of the Bible meshed with the New Testament teachings on the topic. My answer was that one can not fully understand the meaning of prophecy in the New Testament without fully understanding the prophecies of the Old Testament because the New Testament teachings rest squarely upon its’ shoulders. Ron was open to learning more.

Throughout his life, Ron, a longtime atheist was one of the people that looked to science as the omnipotent, omnipresent source of his inspiration, not the God of Abraham, Issaac and Jacob. I never saw him to be a man who would think to pray to Jesus for the answers either. I surmised that although reared in a Jewish home on the Upper West Side of Manhattan, his families’ beliefs in the previously mentioned God of Abraham, Jacob and Isaac had waned. 

But, something happened last fall that shook him to his spiritual core. His brother Jake*, also a doctor, had felt called to go to Israel to use his skill as a doctor in the aftermath of the massacre of October 7th. Ron has been struggling to understand the meaning of it all. He does know that since October 7th, his life as a Jew in New York has changed dramatically. Amid the new reality of the anti-Jewish sentiment he has felt, and his brother’s new found commitment to Israel, he is in a Solar Eclipse of the Soul.

This was demonstrated to me when I called Ron up to talk about the solar eclipse glasses that I had just procured so my husband and I could view the phenomenon. Usually full of geeky facts and figures on such topics, he was strangely not interested in which agencies or institutions had or had not given my solar eclipse lenses their seal of approval. He didn’t even want to talk about solar eclipse studies that would be conducted during the astronomical event.

Instead, he asked me point blank, if we are in the end times. I was shocked but I shouldn’t have been. Signs and wonders have always got people’s attention throughout history. Jesus had to deal with that phenomena as he tried to teach a deeper spiritual lesson. Even a man of science can notice patterns and the scientific method will point towards trying to hypothesize, experiment and quantify. Sometimes, it all points to God.

Next Week: Solar Eclipse of the Soul- Part 2

* The names were changed to protect identities. They could be your doctors.

Easter Evangelism

The beginning of spring has come to my little corner of the planet and with it a perfusion of bright and cheerful daffodils. As soon as Valentines’s Day is over and I see the first robin of spring searching for worms on my back lawn, I know it’s time to rake up winter debris from the garden beds. This must be timed so that the cleanup happens before the bulbs come up. I have snowdrops, winter aconites, crocuses and the biggest display of daffodils around! They are so beautiful, especially after winter’s dull display.

Spring cleaning has just begun in my house, just in time for Easter. That means some extra work on top of what I normally do. Cooking for any holiday is always a big chore, along with entertaining, and decorating. It brings me a lot of joy but, I have to be somewhat strategic to make sure that I get things done in time. After the house is in order, and the garden tended, it is time to plan the Easter dinner menu.

Every Christian country has favorite foods associated with their Easter celebration. I grew up with many classic choices ranging from sweet Easter bread to desserts resembling bird’s nests.  In general, my main course is either ham or lamb but sometimes both. A quiche is featured and I always have what are the spring seasonal vegetables in the northeastern United States prepared in a variety of ways. Those are: spinach, peas, carrots, lettuce or asparagus.  Dessert could be something citrusy, a fancy cake and of course plenty of chocolates and jelly beans in our Easter baskets. 

Just when I would like to keep my “nose to the grindstone” and get some work done, evangelism called. As life challenges descended upon two people close to me, spiritual questions naturally arose for them. Tatum,* is an old friend from Westchester County New York who I met at one of those children’s activities that we all attend. She has never had good health. As a young child she had learning disabilities, a thyroid problem and vision impairment. She had difficult childbirths too. Her health went from bad to worse when she took a job laying cable for a communications company. She ended up sustaining a back injury which was a career ending event. Tatum chose to go on permanent disability at that point.

Doctors did not agree on the severity of the injury or its’ treatment. Tatum who was always as thin as a rail put on weight during her convalescence and one doctor thought that only exacerbated her condition but, with diet and exercise she could improve dramatically. Another, Doctor Mandy* thought that the condition was chronic and would only get worse as time went on. Doctor Mandy thought that all that could be done was to alleviate the pain. So, she prescribed opiods.

Tatum, tough as they come, somehow lost her will to fight. She just took the pain killer route. In her mind, Doctor Mandy was the most sympathetic health care professional that she had met since her injury and if the doctor was prescribing this medication then it must be okay. She trusted Doctor Mandy.

As the years went by, I was concerned about the direction that Tatum’s life had taken. She became housebound. I would try to get her out of her house even just to get a cup of coffee or go to the mall. I eventually gave up and our relationship became one of phone calls and text messaging despite the fact that we lived a short distance away from one another and I would work out at a gym around the corner from where she lived. Her home was no longer neat and clean and so she was reticent to invite people in. She was completely cut off with her only outlet being the internet. 

She became an internet junkie, just like she was a pill junkie. Her real friends and family replaced by her online support system. The internet gave her everything that she wanted. People who she could filter. A sub-culture of people who she chose that fit her niche lifestyle. They were all pill-popping for pain relief. She could always get approval and commiseration on the internet. 

Jason* is an old friend and professional colleague. He ended up being the person who introduced me to my husband. They met while in college. It was from there, that the journey of our Christian marriage began. We haven’t stopped thanking Jason since then. Jason’s love life has been nothing like ours. Most of Jason’s relationships lasted no more than 3 years, including his one and only marriage. The longest relationship he had might have been 5 years. When I asked him why his relationships only last such a short time, his response was, “I don’t know?” Really Jason, you don’t know? 

There was the sexy doctor, the Haitian woman looking for a green card, the overbearing vegetarian, the tall Swedish girl who was stronger than him and scared him a little bit. There was a classical music student and a nuclear physicist. 

This nuclear physicist went to Moscow University and lived with Jason for 5 years. That was his longest relationship. When it ended, he didn’t know why, she then married a musician from the nation of Georgia (not the location in the southern United States). They had one son who has some mental health struggles. He is brilliant though. Gregor* lives in the tiny Georgian village that his father grew up in. He doesn’t like to leave his apartment and programs on his computer all day. Lena* and her husband often disagree as regards Gregor’s needs. This has created distance between them. 

This distance created an opportunity for Jason to squeeze back into Lena’s life. Jason always supports and agrees with Lena in everything she does, and this has only made her closer to Jason and further away from her husband. In my opinion, Jason holds all the women he has ever been with in his heart like a harem of sorts. He went out of his way to have cordial relationships with all of his exes after their breakup and would love to still be friends with all of them. But let’s be clear here, more than friends and more like part of a spiritually adulterous harem. 

This reminds me of the 1984 song sung by Julio Iglesias and Willie Nelson entitled “To All the Girls I’ve Loved Before.” Jason loves to tell me about,🎶”All the Girls he’s loved before, that traveled in and out of his door.” 🎶  I recently got a call from Jason with some sad news about Lena. Lena, the Nuclear Physicist has come down with cancer. She is young and it is aggressive. It is the kind of cancer that is often associated with jobs in the nuclear industry. The prognosis does not look good. 

Each of my friends, both Tatum and Jason, had reached an emotional and spiritual turning point. They were both trying to cope with questions of health, life and death and the meaning of it all. They each contacted me while I was making my Quiche Lorraine, Jason by phone and Tatum by text. “Let me put this in the oven and I’ll get right back to you.” I got my quiche in the oven and started to put together a vegetable side dish while I began to text with Tatum.

A crisis had happened. Her medical case was being reviewed. What was once called okay in pain management has effectively been revised. Medicine can sometimes be capricious. Doctor Mandy’s cases were being reviewed and Tatum’s life was about to change dramatically just before Easter.  Another doctor reviewing Tatum’s case concluded that Dr. Mandy had prescribed her as much painkillers as a terminal patient would get to ease their pain. She would no longer be able to get her painkillers and she was in a panic. 

Tatum voluntarily agreed to reduce her dosage under a doctor’s care but, she is worried about how this will affect her health and her pain level. Tatum, who can run hot and cold on the topic of God, was running hot again!  Jason had phoned me, just as I was answering questions about God by text and he was essentially asking the same questions.

I began to see a deeper meaning in my Easter celebration this year. As Jason’s story unfolded he confessed his love for Lena and told me he would do almost anything to save her, even bargain with God. He wondered if he should go to church and light a candle and beg God to save her. Where do I start?

Although Tatum and Jason do not know each other and are different in many ways, they do have some similarities. They both came from homes with several religious Catholic family members. This left an impression on them and although they were not religious, they never had hostility towards Christians the way some other people I know do. 

Over the years I have planted many little seeds of biblical truths and prayed for their salvation. I have spent copious amounts of time studying the Bible with them and answering spiritual questions only to see them pull back from a final commitment to God once they realized what they would have to give up. Of course, they were not ready to understand the biblical passages describing God’s comfort, guidance and the help available to us as we deal with life’s struggles.

But, this Easter, something seem to be different. Jason, for example, seemed to have a more open attitude. Seeing Lena sick has made Jason realize what’s at stake. He was willing to hear more about who Jesus was and what his earthly mission was. For the first time ever, Jason seemed to connect with the fact that he was a sinner. This was huge. Over the years, he would continually tell me that,” he was a good person.” Or, “why did he have to go to church if it was so boring.’ If Jason, you, or I are such “good people” then why do we need a Savior? The answer is we don’t. Now, Jason finally realized, that he needed a Savior. All the years that I have know him, I have never heard him cry until that day on the phone. He cried out that he needed “a savior, and that he could “not do this alone.”

At this point,  Jason could finally look at his life and realize that he did not meet God’s standards. He emotionally repented this Easter and stated that “with God’s help he would sort out his relationship with Lena”and would “follow God” in his conduct with her. He was also able, from the bottom of his heart, to pray for Lena’s marriage on the telephone. He wanted to be a good role model to her and her husband now, especially because he knows that Lena’s condition is so dire. He would do that for God’s sake and for Lena’s soul.

This Easter one is saved and with God’s help from grace to grace, Jason will choose to continue to make the changes in his life that he needs to make. With Tatum however, she is still playing the same games. She wants God but is not willing to give up living with a man outside of marriage. She will not stop foul-mouthed tirades against people who she perceives to have done her wrong, or accept responsibility for some of the things that she has done wrong. She got closer this time to almost accepting the Lord in her heart! Closer than she ever did. “Close but no cigar.” The cigar being forgiveness of her sins, comfort for the tribulation she must now undergo and eternal life with God. Will getting off the pain meds give her a new attitude toward life and God? Only time will tell. 

I know that I must be patient with Jason, and Tatum. I must also remember to be patient with all my friends and family who do not yet know the Lord. I can see what that patience did for Jason. I am literally the only Christian that Jason knows. Finally, this Easter season I must remain strong in the Lord, and pray and never give up hope for the unsaved people in my life. What about you? Will you have patience and hope for the salvation of others? Remember the most important thing that you can do this Easter season and always is to talk about God, talk about Jesus, talk about sin, resurrection and how Jesus saves. A small planted seed can grow in time. 

* The names are changed to protect privacy.